Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Days go by

As I look back and read my recently posted blogs I see a very selfish person. I am not that person. I am a joyous, a born-again believer. I let my circumstances dictate my mood. Shame on me. I have always had a good outlook on life even when everything around me was dark. What happened these past few months?
I think the main cause was missing my family in Iowa. Oh, poor me crept in, and bang, Nasty Woman showed her ugly head.
I have decided to live my life fully, look up for that is where my redemption comes from and stop feeling sorry for myself. Even when I was writing those biting words I knew others had it much worse than me. I am ashamed of myself and with the Lord's help, will get my kickin' spirit back. Please forgive me..........Peace

1 comment:

BECKY said...

Don't be so hard on yourself. I love to hear/read YOU! You are allowed to have opinions, to be down, to be pissed off. I love seeing you. The Lord is stretching you through this experience, Mom. Your character is continually being formed by our creator. It is ok to be upset. Know you are loved, and ENJOY YOUR ADVENTURE!!! Even if it consists of taking a nap outside on your porch. You are loved! You are loved, You are loved!