Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Days go by

As I look back and read my recently posted blogs I see a very selfish person. I am not that person. I am a joyous, a born-again believer. I let my circumstances dictate my mood. Shame on me. I have always had a good outlook on life even when everything around me was dark. What happened these past few months?
I think the main cause was missing my family in Iowa. Oh, poor me crept in, and bang, Nasty Woman showed her ugly head.
I have decided to live my life fully, look up for that is where my redemption comes from and stop feeling sorry for myself. Even when I was writing those biting words I knew others had it much worse than me. I am ashamed of myself and with the Lord's help, will get my kickin' spirit back. Please forgive me..........Peace